ahaha i’m definitely not doing a weigh in today. um it’s only 3:35 PM right now but i don’t plan on eating anything else so here’s what i ate today..
tall decaf iced coffee w/ soy milk and no sugar vanilla syrup
1 slice of reduced fat coffee cake
less than half a plate of vegetable curry
yeah i suckk.
in order to punish myself, i PROMISE to eat nothing but straight fruits and veggies for the next 3 days. i need to be 125 by Thanksgiving! it’s not only about the Thanksgiving food but my family is taking our Christmas picture the next day and i’d rather not look like a complete fatty.
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you know what? you are so right. that’s a good point. thank you.
okay so i want to start purging but i have this phobia of throwing up!! like my heart starts beating super fast and i get scared so can somebody give me some tips on how to do it fast and easy and how to calm my nerves?
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i lost another pound. whooo.
if i keep on with this trend of losing 1 pound a day, i should be reaching my 1st goal weight soon (:
what i ate today:
2 slices of whole wheat toast w/ organic peanut butter
1 cup of soy milk
i know i usually don’t consume that many calories but i’ll explain…
so i woke up this morning feeling like absolute shit. i felt nauseous, i was sweating, my heart was beating fast, and my body was shaking. i knew it was probably because i hardly ate anything yesterday and the days before so i just had to eat a meal. i was kind of disappointed in myself but i knew that i had to eat.
i’m going to watch New Moon later on tonight with some friends. i promise i won’t eat anything but i’ll probably drink a diet coke or something.
i’ve finally reached 50 followers and my tumblarity is 300+. thank you guys so much!
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